Don't Fuck with the Forest Spirits || OTA

[evulsed]

characters: Vanitas (evulsed) + OTA
location: mostly The Church, the Invincible + the Boathouse
date/time: July 19 and the days following
content: just waking-up-after-being-dismembered things
warnings: violence

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[evulsed]

[ The replica turns his back on him, and through all the jagged pieces of his reality, everything that's been literally and figuratively torn apart around him, fury surges. It was one thing, to have that doctor speak to him so gently when he didn't know any better. It was one thing for Wanda, with her hurt that runs so violently deep as his own, to sit with him in his agony. It was different with Sora— who has always defined him.

Vanitas is hungry— but it isn't just the void in his belly, the one he knows gnaws because it's the shape of a lack of food and water. It's the need for stability, it's the need for things to be the way he wants them to be.

He feels so shaken and vulnerable, and everywhere he turns gentleness is reflected back at him. It's all so different from what he's been conditioned to expect that left to his own devices to ruminate, all Vanitas wants to do is lash out until something hits him back. He thought, surely, this puppet would give him what he wants.

Misplaced anger carries him forward, and Vanitas rushes the distance between them. It's just far enough from his lantern that he can start to feel the pull, but that doesn't stop him from raising his keyblade to strike the replica, undeterred that he's attacking someone seemingly unarmed with his back turned. ]

[replicates]

[ he doesn't know what happened to vanitas after he returned. he doesn't know the gentle kindness he'd received from gene, from wanda; from sora. he doesn't know how to provide it, wouldn't know how to, because kindness and gentleness are things he'd never been given. but it doesn't make him crave it any less, doesn't take away the longing for it, even if he doesn't think he'd ever really deserve it.

all he knows is how to break, himself and others. all he knows is how to survive. all he knows is the kind of desperation that comes off of vanitas in waves, fills his nose with that changing scent — the hunger that shifts to vulnerability that shifts to rage. he remembers that scent; it was his own, for some time.

and maybe he should have expected this too: the fact that vanitas would take and take, just like he did, because it's all he knows; it's all he's ever been given. and dawn's steps slow, tipping his head up as he closes his eyes just for a moment, embracing that rage and frustration, the lingering sense of longing just beneath it. he's not gentle, he doesn't know how to be and neither does vanitas, but he can imagine what it's like: soft sands and a warm sunset; a smile that holds nothing but understanding and acceptance.

take the time you need.

he sidesteps the strike and pivots in the same movement, reaching out to grasp vanitas' wrist. way to dawn remains embedded in the sand next to the dark lantern and he makes no movement to retrieve it. ]

You can wait here, or come in with me. [ his tone is even as he repeats what he says, the disaffected expression from before replaced with something less closed off. his grip is tight, careful, but not bruising. ] Your choice.