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Kairi ([personal profile] carriedbylight) wrote in [community profile] logsinthenight2019-07-09 08:31 pm

July Catch All - OPEN

characters: Kairi ([personal profile] carriedbylight) and YOU!
location: Different places around Beacon.
date/time: Various times throughout the month of July.
content: Various shenanigans (This will be a catch all for everything for July.)
warnings: None as of yet, but I'll update as they come!

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[personal profile] replicates 2019-07-17 08:53 am (UTC)(link)
[ they're afraid of breaking her, but that's his secret: he's been beaten and broken too many times to count, and each time he's had to pick himself up and put himself back together again. sometimes, he isn't the one doing so. he's hardened to pain, made tougher from fighting to survive his whole life, and he wonders had he been the real riku he so desperately believed he was, would he be the same now? he'd be gentler, maybe, slower and more patient rather than this sort of trial by fire he's pushing her towards. but beacon isn't a place where anyone can afford to be gentle and this is the only method he knows. ]

Say that to me again when we're done.

[ he swings way to dawn around his fingers as he gives kairi a moment to catch her breath, feels it thrum in the air in much the same way soul eater did, and it shouldn't feel so familiar. but maybe it should — soul eater is still present in the blade, an intermediary, the in-between state; he'd been there as well, left in the void of darkness, stuck in limbo between his broken body and mind.

his whole life he'd been made to break, because that's what it meant to survive: he'd take and take so nothing more could be taken from him. but way to dawn had been broken when riku left it for him and he'd taken it still, made it whole again.

it's more than just a hand-me-down. like his memories, like his heart, it's his now.
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Edited 2019-07-17 08:56 (UTC)
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[personal profile] replicates 2019-07-19 09:11 am (UTC)(link)
[ she isn't glass, nor is she so fragile like everyone treats her as. he's known few women in his life, but all of them have proven to be stronger than him in some way or another — naminĂ© was no different from larxene, shattering his heart with a single thought. for as much as he wanted to protect her, sometimes he wondered if she really needed to be protected at all.

but that was then and this is now. kairi is different from naminĂ©, but there are some parts of kairi that remind him of her: the soft laugh, the gleam and determination in her eyes, the set of her shoulders. he knows he'll never see naminĂ© again, but maybe this is enough. knowing he was able to do something like this, helping kairi grow stronger because he wanted to, because he felt that it was right — maybe it's enough.
]

... Okay.

[ he takes the second band, looking down at it for a moment before he pulls his hair up in a high ponytail. he doesn't remember riku ever doing the same during his time at the castle or before that, and the thought leaves something indescribable behind. something lighter. ]