[ oh, yes, he knows quite well about how dangerous leaping can be—it's why he does it quite often. he's been wanting to find meaning in so much; perhaps that desperation is why he has always wandered into corners or been shoved into a coffin. perhaps the point of everything isn't to leap but to do something else.

it's all a bit too deep for kol, who is already feeling strangely vulnerable writing down his own name. it'd be easy to make a joke about it—he's simply making fun of the fact he's dead again—but his heart wouldn't be in it. ]

Life's definitely complicated. [ with a glance at the boats floating in the water in front of them, he shrugs a shoulder. ] Or unlife—whatever this is. It's a good idea having a little festival like this, but… [ he sighs, finding that act is far more relieving than this activity. ] Putting a boat in a water isn't going to make what you want to let go any easier to let go.