He knows that Rosinante is aware of exactly who he's talking about and appreciates the discretion of not mentioning it.

"Thank you. And while there's always more that could have been done, I have to be content with what's been accomplished. And seeing it like this... it makes it feel worthwhile. Maybe those who we've lost along the way - their sacrifices meant something, even though we'll forever wish we could have prevented them from whatever fate awaited them."

Some people died and came back while others simply vanished. He can't pretend to understand it and isn't going to begin to try, but at least now it feels alive and more 'real'. Not like a horrific nightmare they were all trying to wake up from, but like a real place that's beginning to start anew.

"It'll be a while before the portal is set to work in reverse, so I'll still be here should anyone need anything else."