( no, he doesn't ask for much. for a man that can't actually see, he doesn't ask for much concession. he doesn't expect the world to change because of what he isn't. what he can't do. bitter memories of a boy calling out from a cold bed for help that never came taught him when he was just a kid, not to rely on others. not to hope for help, because expecting it meant relying on someone that would eventually not be there.
it's risky, to rely on someone. to trust with ugly things like weakness. it's not something he does lightly. honestly, it's not something he does if he can help it, but sometimes he can't. and if he has to make the choice to choose anyone he's met here in Beacon with his weaknesses, it would be Javert. )
No arguments there, ( Matt agrees, with a weariness that has nothing to do with how much sleep he gets. he straightens, though, shaking his head like that can clear the rest. ) I think the worst of it's over. Let's keep moving.
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it's risky, to rely on someone. to trust with ugly things like weakness. it's not something he does lightly. honestly, it's not something he does if he can help it, but sometimes he can't. and if he has to make the choice to choose anyone he's met here in Beacon with his weaknesses, it would be Javert. )
No arguments there, ( Matt agrees, with a weariness that has nothing to do with how much sleep he gets. he straightens, though, shaking his head like that can clear the rest. ) I think the worst of it's over. Let's keep moving.