[ being forcefed spirit flesh and the side effects that had come from it aren't something she's ever likely to forget, but it's not until he brings up (or fails to bring up) the idea that consuming it, even well before it had been offered, is behind her being so lost to him and the rest of the world that it strikes her that this is what's responsible. her panic increases to full fledged as her trembling hand grips his tighter, tight enough that it must be painful. this is exactly what she'd feared when she'd seen the green glow in her reflection, when she'd gotten sick. she doesn't know what's happening exactly, all she knows is she can't trust her own mind anymore.
her eyes start brimming with fearful tears, and she doesn't feel safe speaking out loud with so much attention on them. she nods against his throat instead, knowing he'll feel it, trusting that he can get her away.
he's done it before, multiple times, and she's done it for him. even if he doesn't remember all of those instances, this is nothing they can't handle. ]
oh there is SO much more where that came from
her eyes start brimming with fearful tears, and she doesn't feel safe speaking out loud with so much attention on them. she nods against his throat instead, knowing he'll feel it, trusting that he can get her away.
he's done it before, multiple times, and she's done it for him. even if he doesn't remember all of those instances, this is nothing they can't handle. ]