Sora looks up at them again, eyes blinking very slowly. Hm. Might be getting tired actually. "That's good. Okay," he says softly.
He still feels like he needs to repeat it, and then keep repeating it, and then keep repeating it until Soldat finally takes the hint and leaves him... But that's Skyler talking. Skyler and his determination to be alone so people don't get a chance to leave him. Sora doesn't actually want that. He just wants the certainty that everyone he loves will leave him to go away. Maybe he said what he said more for himself than for Soldat, then. That means he should probably stop saying it. He doesn't want to test their loyalty or whatever. It's there. That's good enough for Sora.
He's still scared, though. He doesn't know what will fix that. Maybe it's just something he'll carry around for a long, long time.
But right now, he's grabbing his blanket from the floor and laying down on the couch again, watching them clean their gun. Sora's not the biggest fan of guns, even if he now technically has one, but it's soothing. He's probably going to drift off like this.
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He still feels like he needs to repeat it, and then keep repeating it, and then keep repeating it until Soldat finally takes the hint and leaves him... But that's Skyler talking. Skyler and his determination to be alone so people don't get a chance to leave him. Sora doesn't actually want that. He just wants the certainty that everyone he loves will leave him to go away. Maybe he said what he said more for himself than for Soldat, then. That means he should probably stop saying it. He doesn't want to test their loyalty or whatever. It's there. That's good enough for Sora.
He's still scared, though. He doesn't know what will fix that. Maybe it's just something he'll carry around for a long, long time.
But right now, he's grabbing his blanket from the floor and laying down on the couch again, watching them clean their gun. Sora's not the biggest fan of guns, even if he now technically has one, but it's soothing. He's probably going to drift off like this.