"It's just not supposed to get out. Even if it's just in my hand to write shit. That's dangerous." Is that normal? Has the Asset been writing things in all these notebooks? Sorry, Sora, they're gonna start flipping back pages, looking for that particular handwriting. It does, in fact, show up a few times. Always, from the looks of it, to detail particularly nasty bits of training or missions, and for most of the attempt at writing a programming memory.

Attempt, because it stalled out into frantic, black-out scribbling halfway through, even with the Asset's help. Soldat stares at that page for a long moment before closing the notebook entirely and resting their forehead on their upraised knees, imagining the first steps of making an origami owl and keeping their breathing in check. That particular memory always freaks them out.