( He scoffs a bit, his nervousness giving way to hysterics. What does he care what Soldat thinks of him? Javert's already told him multiple times he's not a good person, nor a good police officer. He's failed his superiors in every way a man could possibly do so. Perhaps now he will understand. )

Well, here is your answer, then. I condemned myself. After escorting Valjean to his house, I took to the Seine and threw myself into its current. It's no less than I deserve.

( Even now, after everything that's happened, he still believes that. )