One admission of discomfort is all they're gonna make. Soldat is hungry enough for positive attention still that they'll take the sympathy, even if it confuses the hell out of them sometimes. "So am I. I never wanted to die." Well, once. Briefly. Preferably while taking out as many of field command as possible. Then they forgot about it after being revived and wiped again, yay HYDRA. "Even with all that shit, I was always fighting to stay alive. But I guess it's the best thing that's happened to me. Pretty much since I got drafted."