"I know. I know." She just wants to help. Soldat understands that. Helping just hurts, too. "He stopped fighting me when the carriers started to go down. He knew me. And I just kept hitting him. He would have let me kill him." The immediate memory of that moment is tainted by fear and dying, not as perfect as many they still have, but they know the look on the target's-- Steve's face. He would have.