Everything's missing, Rosi. Literally everything, except what's come back since they died, and they're not entirely sure how many of those are real, since half of them came from green-eyes hallucinations. It's a rough existence, man.

At the thought of two whole memories, Soldat actually twitches, both hands inching up as if to snatch the opals immediately, but they drop down an instant later because that was so rude, Jesus, Soldat, keep a lid on it. There's no hiding the hopeful expression, though, even if it flickers away quickly and they focus firmly down on that box. Which apparently has memories in it. "Yes. Please. I would. Even awful ones are still mine." They're filling in the holes, slowly but surely.

The important questions, though: "Did I have the metal arm in either of them?" Because those are by far the worst for other people to experience. And Rosinante already know that name so it's probably better that he get those, than anyone else who might not already know.