"No, that doesn't sound like being happy." Not that the Soldier really knows what "happy" feels like anymore. The closest they recognize is "content" and "caring", which they aren't sure is the same thing. The Soldier knows HYDRA tried very hard to take out all of their emotions, but only managed to take out some of them. Mostly the good ones. The fear never went away. (Still hasn't. I dunno, you're a little better than you were, I think. You think so? Yeah.. Huh.) "Was that different than being Heartless?"