Not really, no. I-- I have hope? I have to, because the world is pretty shitty enough without it. And. It helps, to keep thinking that it's going to get better? That I can do something to make it better.

[So very philosophical, and maybe it's the dark, or the trials of the past days, weeks, months.]

It's not. Come on, I don't think standing around for too long is a good idea.