[So confused, and Julia isn't helping, calling his name like he's a missing puppy, all smiles and soft and Quentin tries to wrap an arm around Eliot, tries to ignore what he's seeing in favor of what he's feeling. Eliot, the sound of his heart beating under under his ear and the rasp of the breath in his lungs. The vest under his face and Eliot's steadying hand on his back and he hugs him tightly.]
I remember? I remember, but Eliot-- Eliot, I can hear her? She's-- she's right there, in the cabin. And--and Alice. Alice is here, too. I saw her, I. I'm here. I'm here and maybe I'm not? Am I here? Is-- I think my brain is breaking.
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[So confused, and Julia isn't helping, calling his name like he's a missing puppy, all smiles and soft and Quentin tries to wrap an arm around Eliot, tries to ignore what he's seeing in favor of what he's feeling. Eliot, the sound of his heart beating under under his ear and the rasp of the breath in his lungs. The vest under his face and Eliot's steadying hand on his back and he hugs him tightly.]
I remember? I remember, but Eliot-- Eliot, I can hear her? She's-- she's right there, in the cabin. And--and Alice. Alice is here, too. I saw her, I. I'm here. I'm here and maybe I'm not? Am I here? Is-- I think my brain is breaking.