How do you even explain "freak out"? It's a slang term that, really, the Soldier's not entirely sure where it picked up. "Panic," it goes with finally, after a few steps. "Trying not to panic. Never thought about anyone else having memory malfunctions. Isn't easy to think about." Because it can understand that posture and sympathizes. It's like how the arm plates recalibrate when it's nervous or it has to walk around the gym to calm down after lessons. "Who were your bad men?"